Hi
My name is Ila and I live in Maine with my husband Mike (who is on
kidney dialysis) and my 12 year old daughter Ilana. I also have a son
who is 32. I am 47 years old. I am originally from KY and was in the
Navy for 2 years in CA before coming to ME in 1982.
I was diagnosed with arthritis when I was around 25. Since then I have
been diagnosed with bursitis, carpal tunnel, endometriosis, seizure
disorders, irritable bowel, and a myriad of other things including
Fibromyalgia, Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, Degenerative Joint Disease and 2
days before this past Christmas (05) my PCP/DO told me that I have non
RH positive Rheumatoid Arthritis which was not a surprise to me.
I come from a family (on my father's side) that lived to be well into
their 90's and they were all twisted and wasted up with this disease and
from the pain I have been going through the past 3 or 4 years I knew I
had it even though the blood tests came back negative for it. Right now
I am on Percocet 3 times a day and Sulfasalazine 500 mg 2 times a day
(that might be a generic name) as we are just starting to try treating
this.
I also have PTSD x 4 as well as some anxiety issues from abuse from my
parents and former husband and am pretty much a homebody. Depression
was never an issue for me until 1995 when the doctors made me quit work
because my pain was so bad I could no longer focus on my job and do it
properly. I was in law enforcement. I began as a road officer and
when the arthritis became too painful that I felt I wasn't reliable
enough to be safe backup for my fellow officers I took myself off the
street and went into dispatching where I worked as long as I could. One
day because I was trying so hard to deal with my pain I forget to send a
rescue to a auto accident and the doctors and I knew it was time for me
to leave before I got someone seriously hurt. That was the hardest
thing I have ever had to do and I still to this day agonize over it.
I enjoy sewing of all types except for making clothes. I quilt for
charity and family. I embroider, cross stitch and bead, I do redwork
and just about anything you can think of with a needle and thread. I
also have a embroidery machine, a sewing machine and a serger and when
the depression loosens its grip on me I enjoy using them to make things
for people.
I also love to read anything but mushy Harlequin romance novels. I
prefer Stephen King, and law enforcement books, forensic books and, well
I will read just about anything. I am like that robot in the movie
Short Circuit who is always in quest of knowledge.
I am hoping that when my daughter is 18 and old enough to go off to
college that somehow I will find the funding to become a forensic
psychologist which is where my interest has been even before the movie
Silence of the Lambs.
I am looking to chat with others who are dealing with this disease, who
like me are scared but who are not going to let it rule their lives as
long as that is possible. I would like to discuss hobbies and books,
pets or whatever.
I have 8 birds, a white capped Pionus who is Hunter, a cockatiel, Yugi
and 5 parakeets: Roland, CB, Coffee, Cream, Sugar, and a Peach Faced
Lovebird Priscilla. They greatly brighten my day with their antics and
their love.
Ila in Maine mailto:sewcraftyme@...